the five stages of grief

1. denial and isolation. "she'll change her mind, it'll be okay"

2. anger. "this sucks hard and doesn't she know how impossible it is to find care and I don't have time for this and I'm just so freakin' pissed off"

3. bargaining. "just stay and watch ours"

4. depression. "what am I going to tell HD?"(while crying, a lot)

5. acceptance. coming soon...

our daycare lady is shutting down at the end of September and moving away. I'm so sad (stage 4). HD loves her, and her kid, and has flourished and done amazing things since going there.

I'm so sad.