10.01.2010

Being a mom in China

Being a Caucasian mother in Chongqing is difficult. There are so many things I don't have here that I take for granted back home: clean water out of the tap; clothes without a bunch of sparkly crap on them; car seats.

But most of all, it is two things: the attention, and reading labels.

Oh, the attention. Alone, I bring a lot of attention to myself just because I am not Chinese. I constantly hear waigouren, foreigner, when walking about. Add two adorable children, one with blonde hair, the other chubby cheeks, and swarms begin. Everywhere we go with the girls we cannot stop moving. Stopping means people come to touch, clap at, scream at, and essentially scare, the girls. People touch their hair. People pet their faces. Older ladies, especially, clap in the girls' faces, scream things at them in Chinese, and send the girls scrambling for cover.

I understand that in China, there is a different meaning of personal space. Friends hold hands walking down the street, and standing right up against someone in the checkout at the grocery store is not uncomfortable.

But frightening small children is too much. The girls will become visibly upset and people just laugh, and come in for more. The touching is one thing. The clapping is another. But not stopping when kids run and cry is too much. It really REALLY bothers me.

I was nice in the beginning, but now, I don't stop. I push hands away. I protect my girls.

And no more pictures. What are we, a freak show?

The other thing bothering me lately is not being able to read labels. It's annoying as a mom, and just as a shopper. I am used to knowing what I am purchasing. Most times now I can only guess. It has pushed us toward much more fresh food, which is good, but sometimes you just want to make something out of a box. Not that there is much of that here, but what exists is not available to us. Pictures on labels and boxes are even less reliable here with no enforceable laws against false advertising. There's no way to be sure what ingredients are in something. Mostly we guess, and have been alright so far. But not knowing what you are feeding your child is a bit unsettling.

Overall, we are adjusting to life in Chongqing - I am adjusting. I seem to be having the most difficult time, but I also have had the least exposure to the city. I have been working since 5 days after arriving. The culture shock has hit me harder. I will get used to it, and create survival strategies to manage.

But until then, I hate being a mom in China.

1 comment:

  1. It seems like you could deal with people noticing you all the time if it wasn't so invasive. I am sure that having cute kids exacerbates it. Americans tend to be pretty reserved about other people's kids compared to other cultures. Not that this makes it better, but I think a combination of knowing that people are probably not trying to be rude and being willing to just keep moving forward (rather than responding in a western-polite way and stopping if someone tries to stop you) sound like reasonable strategies.

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